23 days til Im on VACATION baby!!

I can't even believe its almost time for my vacation. I am so excited. Joe,pop and I are going to Philadelphia to visit family, most of whom I haven't met yet. I get to finally meet my mother in law. I'm so nervous. Idk why though. I've never been to the East Coast. It's going to be so fun. I am just going to be happy not having to work for 2 weeks. But I will miss my little chibi. He's going to be so sad without us home. I tell him everyday that he has to he strong and listen to aunty Sharon.lol. me and chibi talk.lol. well I talk and he listens. I will make sure to bring him back an awesome toy :) or treat. I haven't been on vacation in about 4 years or so. Ugh.
I am also excited to play the lottery. It's so fun. It's even better if we win:) cross my fingers. I look forward to all the sights and spending qt with the family. But I do have a few stores I want to check out. I might have to mail some stuff back home :) I'm so excited!!!! Waiting for my sister in law to het back to me so we can plan out the trip. It's gonna be crazy at work for he next 3 weeks :( oh well.

it's a relax and have fun kinda day

I had such an awesome Saturday off with the Hubbs and my father in law :) We started off at 7am garage sales. I was so excited, but thought i would only go to a few since I know it's not Joe's and pop's thing. But surprisingly. they were good and let me have my fun :)And it just so happened, Olomana had their community garage sale. So there was a map of over 20 different houses having sales. YAY!!!! So I did happen to get some awesome stuff. I got a brand new picture frame, a brand new roxy shoulder bag, some plastic bags for my store, and I also got free stationary. It was great, and what's better is, I only spent $7. What a deal :)
After the Olomana sales, we had breakfast at Times Coffee Shop in Kailua. Good food and it wasn't busy til we were leaving. Then we were energized for a few more sales. Then we were off to Target, Salt Lake. I <3 Target, fyi!!! I really can't wait for them to open in Kailua. At Target I got a jacket for my trip in October and a few household supplies. On our way home we went to Orange grove...mmm . So yummy.
After we got home, I started to clean the bathroom and I had to do some yard work. I promised some people star fruit from my tree. But I had to cut some of the over grown yard around my tree. What an ordeal. Thank goodness Pop was there to help me. Joe decided to relax and drink beer.lol. But he was able to help me pick some fruit, drop it off to my friend, and go to Safeway for Dinner.
Overall, I had a great day and I am so tired. Super exhausted and it is so hot!!! Joe also mentioned, he's goingt o start looking for certain thing at gsales. lol, yay, now I just hope I always get Sat. off. Cross my fingers :) till we meet again

My childhood was taken

My Childhood was taken, when you hit the floor. My childhood was taken, I can't call you anymore. My childhood was taken, you died on Christmas Day. My childhood was taken, why couldn't they have stayed away? My childhood was taken, I miss you very much. My childhood was taken, I didn't know i'd hurt so much. My childhood was taken, growing up was hard to do. My childhood was taken, so was growing up without you.

life passing me by

My life is in slow motion, since I lost you.
As life passes me by, how do I move on without you?
I've been walking backwards through time, hoping to see you again.
See you before you lost your life, before you reached your end.

I've been walking backwards through life,
no one see's me.
I've gone numb to the light,
nothing enlightens me.
Time is not my friend,
it lends me NO support or Love.
Time is my curse,
Time means nothing to you now.
All I can do now is watch life pass me by,
and count all the years I didn't have you by my side.

just one more day with you....

I'd give all my tomorrows for just one yesterday.
I'd give up all my hopes and dreams,
For one more day with you.
To find some peace is all I ask,
You've left me here, I can't live in the past.
To find the time,is this the task?
Trying to find closure,
I feel like I'm losing my mind.

I'm dealing with life without you.
So many life lessons I've had to learn alone.
I try to keep moving towards the future,
Without looking back.
I'm trying to look straight forward,
But I hear you whisper me my past.

What is life? I often ask myself.
The question rattles in my mind.
A reminder of you makes life stand still.
A simple thought of you, and my eyes are tearing up.
It's been so long,
I've almost forgotten the magic in your voice.
The things I've done in my past,
Cleared my memory bank.
My little memories of you I cherish.
They live forever in my heart.
Your loving spirit lives strong through me,
I hope it can give me a new start.